So Chris left on Thursday for tour. He'll be gone for 24 days. This bums me out but I'm super stoked for him to get out that there and have his music heard. Its been 2 days, I still haven't grasped the fact that I can't call to hangout because he is many miles away instead of the next city over. I am thankful that I started school or else this would be way harder. I have a letter that came from him that I'm not allowed to open until tomorrow Sunday January 11th. It will be our one month anniversary. That letter is taunting me. I really want to open it and see what's inside but that wouldn't be fair because I did the same to him. I gave him a letter before he left with a posted note on it saying not to open until the 11th. So if he can wait to open it, then so can I. I probably sound lame but whatever. I miss him and talking to him even if its through a letter would make me feel a little more at ease.
I wrote a prayer the day of his departure that I was hesitant about giving it to him, but I did. God is so wonderful in what He plans for both Chris and my life and although its hard not to want to tell God that I have things in control (because I'm kind of a control freak) I know that relinquishing all to Him is the only option. Why wouldn't I want to trust God in all things? That is my prayer, to just be reliant on God and to trust in His timing. Also that Chris, Jamey, Jeff and Ben get back from this tour safely and with a new experience to learn and grow from.
22 days unitl his return. Then it's Disneyland time!
